Uh well usually being shown the light makes people go a bit insane.
In this case, you knew there was light on your back and decided to dig your head into the dirt further. . . ?
I haven't gone insane in more than two decades... I may go normal from time to time... but never insane
How does one go normal? I've never done it, but I'm academically interested in the process.
Think of a crazy Gary Busey moment,.. It would be the opposite.